I wasn’t lying when I told you that I don’t want to be here alone all the time anymore. I wasn’t lying when I told you that I’m sick of crying everyday & night. I wasn’t lying when I told you I couldn’t take it anymore. I’m so sick of this, all the constant lying. I wasn’t lying when I begged for you to stay with me, it wasn’t just a show or a plot to manipulate you. I was just expressing myself, but just felt shittier in the end for speaking up. My tears are real, my emotions are real, what I feel is REAL. I wasn’t lying….